"Here I am in the middle of a perfectly good fairy tale, & THIS happens! Right now, I'm perfectly healthy & happy. Well, "healthy" is apparently a matter of perspective! I've been informed that I have this blood-borne cancer in my body that'll kill me in 6 months if I don't do something drastic immediately. HUH??? Therefore, there's no choice other than"drastic"! Even with immediate action, there is no cure - only an extension of my life.

Feel free to tag along as I, & my husband, & some amazing friends commit to this journey. I'll share as much as I can! Yes, the medical team will have to make me very sick in order to suppress the cancer, but they'll also try to build up my immune system at the same time. We're in Texas, & there's an old sayin' in this part of the world: "Hold my beer, I'm goin' in!" Yeah, THAT applies. We have no idea what to expect, & I don't drink beer; but we're GOIN' IN!"

- Gayle -



Tuesday, May 16, 2017

The Big Picture.



Yep - here it is. In one day, we met with the MD Anderson team, have formed a game plan, & are moving forward. First of, all of the MD Anderson personnel are amazing, professional, & extremely helpful people! As much of a trauma & a life-changer of this caliber can possibly be, they were all a joy to interact with while explaining my options & planning my treatment!

I DO need another PET Scan in order to evaluate any progression that has transpired. The doctor believes that we have enough remaining liver tissue to continue testing it toward the identification of a targeted treatment, so a second biopsy shouldn’t be required. The PET Scan will be tomorrow afternoon, & we’ll head back home tomorrow evening. Now - to those dear friends who have offered to house us during treatments, we’ll be back! Read on... 

I’ll be doing chemo & immunotherapy. The chemo will work to break down the invader, & the immunotherapy will work to build up my T-cells - making my natural resistance stronger. The start date will be either June 8th (a Thursday) or June 12th (Monday). We’ll know which date  before that time. It depends on the liver tissue testing. It’ll mean a drive to Houston for that one day, or maybe the day before & the day of treatment; a 5-6 hour session in the chemo lab; then we’ll hit the road for home that evening after the treatments. So, it’ll be for the one day treatments, with a possible blood test the day before, every three weeks... every three weeks for the rest of my life. Let me say that again - for the rest of my life.

At this time, there is no cure & there is no remission. We can potentially ward off any further advancement. This is not life saving treatment - this is life extending. We’re buying time, but it’s a tremendous option over doing nothing. Doing nothing allowed me only six months. What IS my life expectancy with this plan? Realistically, we can look toward two or three years; but we won’t know until we see the reactions of my specific cancer cells to the treatments. It may be longer. Okay - take a breath.

Of course, being within the MD Anderson system opens the doors for Clinical Trials. We are, in fact, buying time & stemming the tide as we hope for something that may be a better, or even less damaging, option. As it stands, we’re on this train for the duration. This is not bad news. The doctor warned us that there may come a time when I build up a resistance to these treatments & they may no longer be beneficial, but we can be on the lookout for other Clinical Trials as we progress & see what effects I experience. During this two to three year period, we’ll all be juggling monkeys & hoping that one of them can fly. Sounds feasible, right? 

Until after beginning treatments, we don’t know just how my body will react to the process. Therefore, that part’s a complete mystery! For the most part, it appears that I can make plans around special events or day trips. Maybe not a month away in Europe, but possibly a week... maybe. We’ll see how I tolerate everything. I DO plan on making it to the kiting convention in October. We’ll have to gauge from experience - which will be gained enroute - how much I’ll be able to tolerate traveling or extended activities. As I’ve maintained, I’m fine right now! But they have to make me sick to extend my life! It’s just REALLY hard for me to reconcile!

- Gayle -